初中写过一篇作文。作文题目是，“读”。我的标题是“惟其痛苦，才有欢乐”。大约是那个时候看了罗曼罗兰的名人传，于是选了这个材料。考试的时候自己也感动哭了。我的确是动了情去写，我的确是听说贝多芬多苦难。今天发现，我那个时候只知道他失聪。因为失聪的是位音乐家，所以苦难。
今天看这个，是为了求哭一场。看完后目的达到，而且完胜。苦难被渲染。奈何我印象里的那篇课文，我边看电影边回忆，等看完去网上取证，发现回忆被扭曲了。我被篡改的记忆告诉我，他很爱他的一个侄子，是他孤独唯一的依靠。可是后来侄子离开了他。现在看到的一切内容，都或许是各种想象与现实的结合。能复原的可能只有他的音乐了。
想起《贝多芬故居》，看到“贝多芬先生高高地站在那里生气”，当时我一下子笑了，在火车上。过去的人留给我们的印象就这样一代一代传下来供缅怀，当世的人才是怎样理解别人的苦难的呢？故居里面有两万多人为他送葬的场景。人们爱他是因为他的音乐，还是苦难？我写那篇作文的时候，大约只能理解到这个程度：他聋了，但是他的音乐很伟大
Maybe Beethoven's beloved is nobody but an ideal in his mind to be with him and support him living alone in this world. His letter to this immortal beloved like his music could move any heart which would like to listen:
"My angel, my all, my other self,
Just a few words today and that in pencil, yours
Only tomorrow will I know for certain what I am to stay
what a worthless waste of time on such
Why this deep sorrow
If we would be united, we would feel this pain no longer.
Where I am, you love with me too
Soon we could be together and what life it would be..."
What a soul that he can feel this kind of deep love
While he lived alone in whole life
For he could not find his other half
Thus he withdrew
Thus he died
Left the world behind...
“不朽真情”大师级爱情片 Immortal Beloved。
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